In order to materialize – to allow your inner reality into the outside, external reality – you must not be afraid. Wrongly did you believe that your resistance is related to the object of manifestation, to the outer realization. Deep, deep, deeper inside, you have, however, and still are, afraid of sheer manifestation.
“do not cry”, “do not be happy”, “do not enjoy” – these are all forms of manifestations. Being happy, being joy, being unhappy – you put them out there, into the “world”. You are manifesting. Had it been a natural, let-it-be, normal process – as it actually is – just like breathing, you could have been able to manifest. Everything. Consciously. Naturally.
As you have been drawn into “do not do”, you simply stopped manifest. It’s like holding your breath.
For how long? How long can you still stay here?
Let Go.

