You used to being told what you do. Who to pick. What road to take. It was successful. What could they possibly know …?
So you started to make your own decisions. Or so it looked. You were so used to be given directions, that you actually looked for a different “instructor”. It used to be your parents, your teachers, your forecomers, your models? You “left” them. You turned to your “master”.
You ARE the master. You cannot turn to anyone anymore. What will you do?
Will you choose yourself, will you take ownership, will state strongly “because I want so”, or will you leave to chance? Which (chance) is just you in a different form – unknown, disapproved, the “black” shadow. All it takes is a little love and the desire (and decision) to be you.

