It’s WONDERFUL to be the first – to be something, to have something, to give something. The thrill …. the burst. The happiness. The connection. The awesomeness. Everything.
It’s GREAT to be the only one. Somehow, less wonderful. Nevertheless still beautiful, still connected, still you.
And then … you are the only one. No one else. No-buddy understands who you are, what you say, what you are looking for, what your yearning, longing, desiring anymore. You turned lonely. From being the only one. From being the first.
You need to open to others, to let them know, to share, to make them grow, it only helps you grow more. From being lonely, to be the only one. From being lonely, to be the first again. To something more, different, higher, larger. To your own self on a higher ground. “They” need to be there, so you can grow. Don’t feel lonely and don’t stay too much with “them” – you’ll loose the yearn to be the first, to be the new, to re-create reality.
There’s no use in being the only one when nobody shares. You cannot stay “the one” long not because of them, but because of you. Of your own loneliness and your incapacity to move. There’s no use to stay in – with “them” after they grew – too long either: you’ll loose your capacity to be new.
(you will become “new” if this is your “job” – your mission, your love – inertia however will make the “start” a little slower).
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